The Fall and Rise
of a Mysterious Beekeeping Dwarf
Nikolai Gogol (pronounced
Gaw-gol) was declared dead on the 4th March 1852. The writer had starved
himself to death. Some time later, when his coffin was exhumed during
restructuring work on the Novodevichy Cemetery, fearful scratch marks
were found inside Gogol’s casket. His body was pale and emaciated, twisted
on its side and his spine could be felt through his stomach, prompting
rumours that he had been buried alive. Somehow it seems fitting that
Russia’s most enigmatic writer should leave one final mystery hanging
over himself – one last unanswered question after a lifetime of curiosities.
Little Nikolai had
been a strange and intriguing child, given to wearing his left shoe
on his right foot and to arranging his bedroom furniture in bizarre,
upside-down and back-to-front configurations. His left ear leaked yellow
pus and his classmates wouldn’t touch his books. Maria Gogol, his overprotective
and fanatically religious mother, doted on him but unwittingly filled
his head with an oppressive fear of Hell and the Devil. He grew up looking
on anything black or slimy or furtive with deep suspicion. He was haunted
throughout his life by the early memory of strangling and burying a
black cat from the village, because the way it slinked through the streets
had put him in mind of the Devil. In the final moments of his life,
exhausted and sweating, pleading with overzealous doctors to leave him
in peace as they placed huge bloodsucking leeches on the end of his
nose, he must surely have thought that the Devil himself had returned
to exact his revenge.
Anyone who had known
Gogol would have squirmed behind their gossip columns while reading
such accounts of his hideous mistreatment. They knew just how sensitive
Gogol was about his nose. Long and thin, he could touch its tip with
his bottom lip and it made his eyes appear small and shifty. Teased
mercilessly about it at school and obsessed with every aspect of his
appearance in adulthood, images of noses frequently poke their way into
Gogol’s fiction as though in hope of some kind of exorcism. Whether
they succeeded is unclear — but these stories do much to demonstrate
the weird, mysterious and absurd nature of Gogol’s vision.
He moved to St Petersburg
at the age of nineteen to escape his mother and to seek fame and fortune
with the literary career he felt he deserved. Having paid for the publication
of his first book himself, the harsh words of his critics sent him scurrying
off, frantically buying back and burning all the remaining copies he
could get his hands on. Perhaps this first disastrous experience in
Petersburg goes some way to explaining the strange ongoing obsession
he had with the city. He spent his youth longing to be there and most
of his adult life trying to escape it. He was drawn to it by his childhood
ideals of what Petersburg could be: creative, energetic and full of
all the pleasures any young, talented artist could wish for. Once installed
there, he was repulsed by its mundane reality and wrote about it through
disillusioned eyes. In Gogol’s Petersburg, anything can happen — and
frequently does — without reason or explanation. It’s
a weird and often terrifying version of Alice Through The Looking Glass,
full of shifting perspectives, sleight-of-hand, and that trait which
lay at the core of Gogol’s existence, hideous pretence.
He was a compulsive
liar and everyone he dealt with closely soon knew it. He would concoct
elaborate stories to wheedle his way out of difficult situations and
to extract financial support from friends and family. Before long, the
boundaries between the fact and fiction of Gogol’s life became so blurred
that many biographers over the years have lost patience with their subject.
Like so many of
the paradoxes surrounding Gogol, it is precisely these falsehoods and
fabrications which ultimately reveal so much of the truth about him.
He was deceitful, certainly, but not in a malicious way; somehow rather
because the truth was just too difficult for him to handle, or else
too embarrassing, or too mundane. The people who knew Gogol better than
he knew himself accepted this behaviour for what it was: their friend’s
only means of survival. Things did not turn sour until towards the end
of his life, when his formidable genius had waned and when panic had
set in. Like his mother before him, he became fanatically religious,
and went on to publish a book in which he deplored the moral standards
of some of his most loyal friends. Some might say this was profoundly
hypocritical.
The night before
he died, the by now almost friendless Gogol was helped by his loyal
manservant to gather up the remnants of the final manuscript he had
been struggling to write, in which he set out his monumental vision
of how the Russian people should live a morally noble life. In
spite of the servant’s protests, the thick hoard of paper was dutifully
burned. When the flames began to die down, Gogol opened the bundle and
fed each sheet into the fire with his own hand. As the last page was
consumed, Gogol broke down and sobbed, kissed his manservant and promptly
dismissed him, before then shuffling off to his bed. In so doing, Gogol
ended his literary career precisely as he had begun it: obliterated
in a pile of ashes.